i feel like scream

For my whole life ( until now ) i never crazy for any singer or super star .. i never go queue for few hour to wait for their signature or watch their performance but today i broken this rule to queue up getting a poster from 5566 for my gf .. ya she can’t make it to come.

i do admist that i dislike this "guy" band because my gal like them very much, not just simply jealious but as i say i don’t do crazy thing for idol and see my gal so high for them , so … guy shoudl know la. at first i was thinking never mind la just treat this as a trip lo , go out walk walk is good for blogging too and my gal told me she don’t expect me to wait for them to signature, i just go get the poster will do … so i expect this should be a fast one.

when i reach there, my nightmare come true, you need to wait for them to come -> getting poster -> get them to signature .. OMG ! i need to squeeze in ..

• lots of young people just squeeze in front of me, because they should think this uncle just stand here to see see only
• i have to very thick skin to cut the queue because people in front of me and behind of me do that too
• 30 people in front of me is gal and 30 people behind of me also girl, ya maybe once in the life i get suqeeze by so many gal
• but they all look at me like i m some sort of monster, all the SYT is come for their idol , but me ? the only direction for my face is the floor
• so many people around me and i feel like scream .. i always have this kind of feeling when i flood by lots of people without a proper target .. quite scary
• when 4 of them signature for me , i still need to laugh with them althought i feel like punch them to make me did all this
• after signature when i walk down, damn lots of ppl that stand there to watch look me in wierd look ..
• don’t know whos the stupid organizer give people poster without anything to tie it, so i have to hold it properly for my return trip, about 40 min

thats why i feel like screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm !